About me

Hi amazing soul! Welcome. I wanted to pop on here and share a little about who I am and what I do. If one sentence could describe me, it’s this: I’m a seeker of what truly makes me come alive and drink the juice of life, every single day. I LOVE being moved by music, singing, dancing, poetry, hugging, laughing, dreaming—anything that lets the magic of life flow through me. Since I was 3 years old, I’ve held a deep, unwavering prayer: to find what truly transforms suffering, and share it so others can finally feel happy too. A little about my story: I was born into a family of seekers—my parents, grandfather, aunt, and brother were all spiritually inclined. But despite this, we each carried deep trauma, struggle, and emotional pain. From my earliest memories, I felt unsafe in my body and disconnected from life. By 12, almost every part of my body had issues. Hospitals were my second home. Emotionally, I struggled with PTSD, anxiety, depression, OCD—you name it. From birth until almost 30, it felt like healing was a never-ending loop. Something would get better, then something else would break. I began to believe I was fundamentally broken. But this suffering only deepened my prayer. I became obsessed with finding the truth of what actually heals. I was willing to go to any length to figure it out. That hunger sparked a decades-long journey. I began by becoming a psychologist. When that didn’t bring the answers, I dove into somatic work—healing the body. That still felt incomplete. Eventually, my prayer led me to spiritual work, and for the first time, I felt like I had struck gold. Learning that we are not just bodies and minds—but magnificent souls with access to deep wisdom—lit me up like a bonfire. I spent every penny I had to study with renowned teachers across the world. I devoured everything: their views on God, Source, healing, emotional transformation. I trusted them to show me how to fix what was wrong within me. I tried so hard to rid myself of all the “problems” I thought I needed to fix to finally be free. On the physical side, I explored everything from Ayurveda and homeopathy to fruitarianism, juice cleansing, and long water fasts. I gave it everything I had. And yes, all of it helped. I reconnected with myself. Slowly, joy returned. These teachings brought so much healing—and I’m deeply grateful. But… I still wasn’t getting the results I knew were possible. Any progress was painfully slow and required all my energy. I started to believe that maybe struggle was normal, and this level of effort would be my life forever. At my core, I was still deeply miserable. Joy came and went, but suffering was the background noise. I kept relapsing into old patterns. The same issues resurfaced again and again. Wholeness felt like a distant destination. Something I couldn’t access until I was “fully healed” and perfect. And I was growing tired of always chasing happiness. The worst part? I felt disconnected from my own truth, my inner voice, my power. The next chapter changed everything. I finally saw what I’d missed all along: I wasn’t supposed to run from the pain—I was meant to turn toward it. Life wasn’t asking me to escape. It was inviting me to feel. To open to the ache, not fix it. To hold space for every wounded part I had exiled—sadness, fear, disgust, shame—and let them come home. These parts weren’t problems. They were me—waiting to be loved. You see, when we go through trauma, we exile pieces of ourselves just to survive. But they never stop trying to return. They speak to us through symptoms, triggers, and patterns…hoping we’ll finally listen. All those healing methods were powerful tools, but they were never the solution. The real answer was always right here—inside me. Wholeness wasn’t somewhere I had to get to. It was already here. Not after the pain, but in it. That’s when everything began to shift. When I stopped trying to escape, and instead began to commune—with all parts of me—I found power. Presence. Joy. I began to come ALIVE. And that’s why I’m here. To help others remember that they are already whole. To support them in reclaiming every part of themselves. Helping people return to their truth, awaken their spark, and fall in love with being alive—that’s what lights my soul on fire. My deepest prayer for you is this: That you touch the liberation, joy, and aliveness that has always lived within you. That you come home to yourself. This work is my offering—my way of sharing what I’ve learned about living with freedom, wholeness, and electric joy. The very parts you want to push away? They hold the keys to your deepest liberation. Wholeness is not found in rejection of self, but in radical, loving reclamation. Will you let those parts be seen? I’m here when you’re ready. To your reclamation. With love. 💛 Aliya